THE Australian Rugby Union might have ripped up my contract and I am interested in a cameo season in the NRL -- but that doesn't mean my rugby career is over.
I know it all sounds a bit complicated, but that's just the way it is with my court case against the ARU beginning in the NSW Supreme Court last Friday.
Over the past month, I've had a host of options bouncing around.
Being a professional footballer, the desire to challenge myself at the elite level burns strongly -- and that's why I'm looking at my options in league and rugby.
Having spoken with my wife Rebekah, our first priority is to remain in Australia. That's why I'm interested in the NRL.
I realise I'd have to take a pay cut. That's something I'd be prepared to do. For me, a return to the game I grew up in would be all about seeing if I've got what it takes to cut it at the top.
I look at Wendell Sailor and what a revelation he's been and what a wonderful story it's been for the game. Too often league can get kicked when it's down.
So one of the possibilities is that I find an NRL club for next season and have one season back in rugby league.
I've been told there could be some interest, but I haven't had any firm offers yet.
If I did go back to league for a season, then what's to stop me from returning to rugby union the following year.
There's going to be a fifth Super rugby franchise in Austra-lia in 2011 and becoming the face of Australia's newest club interests me.
It could be in Melbourne or the Gold Coast or the Sunshine Coast, the ARU are looking at six submissions and will make a decision at the end of October.
Obviously the ARU would have to agree to it, but the prospect of helping grow the game in a new environment appeals.
The other rugby union consideration is the 2011 World Cup in New Zealand. I had my heart set on playing for the Wallabies, but it's pretty clear that won't be happening.
But representing Fiji, my country of birth, has a major appeal. Everyone always loves watching the way the Fijian boys throw the ball around and they often give as good as they get.
It's been reported that I've done a deal to go to French rugby club Bayonne, where Craig Gower plays, but that's news to me.
They've contacted me in the past. I remember late last year I got a text message from a random number asking if I'd be interested in a move there.
Of course I'm willing to listen, but, as I said, my priority is to keep Rebekah and the kids in Australia. We're happy here. This is our life and our home.
Just for a bit of a laugh, I almost had a game of AFL the other day with one of my mates who plays for the UTS Bats, but common sense prevailed.
But I am definitely going to have a run for West Harbour against Warringah at Pittwater Park next Saturday, provided they need me.
I've been keeping as active as possible, training by myself down at Birchgrove Oval. I take a football down sometimes and just work through my own drills.
The support from my family and friends over what has been a testing month has been fantastic. I still keep in regular contact with plenty of the Wallabies boys and I wish them all the best in the Tri-Nations.
I've also contacted Wayne Bennett, my old coach from the Broncos. Wayne always gives good advice.
Training by myself has been a bit lonely, but that's just the way it is at the moment.
With a bit of luck, hopefully I can have everything all sorted out in the next month.